You can have wild consciousness shifting experiences without ayahuasca.

I was at a yoga training in NYC in 2015 when a woman was instructed to slowly place her hands over my heart (front and back body) and in that moment I felt that she’d had to PUSH

through an energetic block.

She did not feel it

She’d opened a portal in me.

Over the course of those 3 days I entered another realm.

I was connected to all the people on the streets of NYC.

I cried with the homeless and yelled at those who were asleep to being kind and responsive.

Ultimatley on Sunday eve. this ‘bummer lamb’ came up against the divide within. I saw the severing that occurred at birth from my father.I went into the abandonment wound

And my Shepherd showed up as a repairer of the breach.

I cried– I’m so little and you’re so big!! He replied I’m so little and youre so big!!

There is a great mirror above. We are God’s chosen people and this is their chosen kingdom. If we seek, we will find connection, magic, healing and wholeness.

“Jesus said, my sheep listen to my voice, I know them. They follow me. I give them eternal life. They shall never perish. no one will snatch them out of my hand.” John 10: 27

From time to time a ewe will abandon her healthy lamb and is raised by the Shepherd. They call her a ‘bummer lamb’. I am honored to lead others back to the Shepherd.