I’m home sick. We can’t leave for Lake Placid because I’m all achy and congested. But I turned to an oldie but a goodie movie to make me laugh– Freaky Friday. I’ve watched it dozens of times and that’s not my norm (I generally dont enjoy repeats). But today the spirit was very alive.

I wept as I got to thinking about the ‘imposter’ who filled me with the best life she could given how far away she felt from everyone and everything. Her disconnect is truly heart breaking– God’s heart breaks for anyone who is disocciated.

The pain body which grows in the absence of the True Light is in survival mode. God loves her. I love her and am so proud of how hard she has had to work to simply be a person in a world filled with toxicity. It’s exhausting– no wonder there wasn’t anything left over for creativity. The lack of energy is real. Is that you? Simply aging and not sure what happened to your groove.

Being healed and whole feels like that crash in the movie when the real you can return..return to being natural. No anxiety, no competition, no striving. No forcing. No manipulation. no Game playing.

That crash is you being placed back in your body. Your Self– an evolving, changing, yet steadfast Self. Or Soul. The mission is complete.You feel At home.

To no longer be on the run, to no longer be in hiding due to shame is the gift of the great Love we might know as capital S Spirit who dances with our lower case spirit. In my understanding we cannot do it without partnering with our Maker. He’s the missing piece who simply shines the mirror right back onto our own glorious face. He says — look at you! Beautiful child …everything I have is yours. Healthy or sick, I am at peace because I know I am worthy.